The end of October, not a new beginning, the world goes on…

The sun is still rising in the east,

the wind, now dissipated, leaves the landscape transparent and bare.

 

There is a change, there is something new,

but it is not awakening, it is not warm, but it is pure and beautiful.

 

The torrents of water, the challenge of the hurricane, the dropping of snow,

All at once, all in concert, loud enough to make us listen, make us want to fight.

 

We know but don’t always realize the temporal nature of what we do,

the futility of wealth, of authority, of influence, when nature decides to take over.

 

Now its gone, and we are here, to pick up our struggle, to push to do good,

to repair the damaged, to heal the hurt, to rescue the lost.

 

It is not renewing, it is draining, it is painful, it is why we’re here, at least in part.

The vibrations of work, the sounds of loss and frustration, they echo thru us,

 

But we are here, we are working, restoring, helping, loving, crying,

 

It is rich, it is full, it is life unfiltered, joyous and heartbreaking all at the same time,

 

Magical, mystical, hopeful.

 

 

I don’t know the intricacies of the prophesy, but I know its junk… I know I’m still here, alive and stronger. My family has been hurt but we will overcome, we will be stronger, better. So now what will you do, take some credit for the storm? Why? Did you make it?

Did you do something to steer it, something to guide the rain on in?

The leadership has done nothing, powerless…

 

Give me a break, Oh Duda day.

 

Frank was a friend of mine, he used to paint machines. He was a good man, a sincere man, can he come back? Can he be the guy he was, seeker of truth, wanting to be better, wanting to help others? I know he has a good heart.

 

Frank, needs to see thru this, you need to confront them, you need to protect your family from the lies. You’ve been lied to, day in and day out. You made a mistake and they kept heaping lie upon lie on you, its not your fault, its theirs. You worked hard all your life, did great work, and they kept lying to you, its not your fault. You need to cut off the connection, help others to go back to normal life but that is not your burden right now,  focus on you and yours, it will grow from there. Enough damage has been done, forget about Colorado, focus on yourself and your family.